Dude, like, you can't even imagine.
Well maybe you can. I just really wanted to start the post like that.
I spent the night tonight at the Forest Café where people wanted me to sing as bad as they wanted me to stop. Fickle audiences mixed with a 90 proof language barrier equates to my uncomfortablity. Not my problem, dude. Not my fuckin' problem. Actually, it is kind of...
I laid in bed until 12:40pm today, a sign that I'm not feeling well. Not 'My tummy hurts' unwell, but more like 'My mind is confused' unwell. The thoughts I have, the ideas I want to pursue, the job I have, the country I'm in, the friends at my disposal and the mind I own are all completely at odds. My heart is not being followed. I would say it's my fault, but I think it's more an inside-out thing. I'm searching for it.
I'll stop there before I get to hyperbolic and ridiculous.
I have good thoughts and bad thoughts. Don't you?
Stay Strong, Babies...
-LS^2
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